The thing is all these great loves are virtual (you noticed eh?). In cyberworld. And the level of bliss is immeasurable. Just as pleasurable as it is to have my real-life ex-boyfriend tell me he is falling back in love with me via g-mail chat (would that make him my g-mail husband?).
Of course, I don’t have to watch these men eat a meal in front of me, I don’t have to walk to the bathroom in the middle of the night to find they’d left the seat up, or slip on the wet towel they left on the floor, and I never have to be subjected to saturday afternoon sport .
But then of course, I don’t get too many of those real life hugs either.
I have two husbands rights now, and one ex husband (the only one in a different times zone…it was killing me), and they all live inside this cute little computer I use.
The common theme of course in the last few years ever since my big major X is that all these men are unavailable.
Do you ever find yourself attracted to men you know will never be more than virtual…because it feels safe?
Or am I really the only screwed up person in this world?
And will I ever allow myself to fall in love In the Real World (IRL) ever again
Just some questions I am pondering at 2am….
I guess i shouldn’t have had that last cup of coffee
Ah my abnormal normal love…it feels so real, most of the time